Sunday, October 4, 2009

speak.

talk
talk
talk
all that does is
hurt
hurt
hurt
my mouth is open
but all you hear is
silence
silence
silence
i want to speak
i want to be heard
but you wont
listen
listen
listen
all i do is
try
try
try
but it doesn't work.

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STOP


i won't take it any more

if i am going to speak
i am going to be heard.
and you are going to listen
my voice won't be strangled any longer
I AM going to


SPEaK

Saturday, October 3, 2009

disappear

where were you when i needed a friend
where were you when i needed a shoulder
to dry my tears
did you know my heart was breaking?
did you know i was in pain?

all i needed was for someone to
say they cared
someone to beg me to stay
someone to save me from this place
someone to care if i disappeared.

so what rumors have you heard
are they the reason
that you won;t look my way
i'm just a girl with a bad reputaion
but you don't know that i'm slipping away

all i needed was for
someone to say they cared
someone to beg me to stay
some one to save me from this place
someone to care if i disappeared

i'm like a ticking bomb
my expiration date has past
can't save this soul anymore
it's too late now
i'm gone.

no one bothered to tell me
how much they cared
no one begged me to stay
no one came to save me from this place
no one cared if i disappeared
disappeared

broken.

all i wanted was to make things better
but it turns out that was in vain
everytime i tried
a part of me was torn apart
and all it's proved is that i am broken.

why couldn't you see
that i needed you to care
i needed you to have my back
all i wanted to do
was to fix what i had ruined
but the real one in ruins
was me.